Stricken

You know you're in love when it's hidden then suddenly all comes out at once (with some beating around the bush).

When me and my boi first met, it was through a great friend, Haley. She introduced us. Like I said in my last post it was like cupid shooting me with an arrow. I still feel like that. I still feel like, that she took my heart.. She has it. It beats so fast when I hear her speak. It's like fireworks going off in the background!!

I used to ask myself if I should say something.... and when I was going to, I chickened out. Yeah yeah yeah, for all that know me... I never chicken out to most things. This I do.

Why?

Maybe because when we would talk, it would be actual conversations. Not just "hi" ... "How are you?" ..... "Let's go fuck".

I'm not some toy with her.

I vow all of this. With my everlasting heart shall I vow to never hurt her, never cheat, never leave, never cross boundaries, to always respect her, to always treat her like she should be treated, always be faithful, always be trusting, always love her for who she is and so much more.

My heart beats for her, and only her.

She has struck my heart, struck my soul, struck my life. I love her with all of my might, heart.... just everything lol.

I'm not sure how much more I can express my love for her... I'd give my life for her, I'd give her everything to what I can. If I could, I would give her the entire world so it's at the palm of her hands.

Like said in the most dorky way I know.... My heart is BoP (bind on pick-up) and she has it, now its soulbound....