Now, not saying that this just includes most of my friends... but... the ones I truly love as well.
I've been saying for the past while, on here, and for the longest time that I have been in love with this one person.
They might be leaving soon... and I wont see them again.
You know how painful it is? Very.
Considering that.... what I feel, is more than how I felt for my first girlfriend. And if she were still alive (may she RIP) then I'd be with her, and more so married to her... but...she passed away...
And now I feel like I am more in love with this one person now than I ever will in my entire life.
It's scaring me, it's making me feel things that I really would never feel in my entire lifetime.
Because you know what.... I really love her.
They might be leaving soon... and I wont see them again.
You know how painful it is? Very.
Considering that.... what I feel, is more than how I felt for my first girlfriend. And if she were still alive (may she RIP) then I'd be with her, and more so married to her... but...she passed away...
And now I feel like I am more in love with this one person now than I ever will in my entire life.
It's scaring me, it's making me feel things that I really would never feel in my entire lifetime.
Because you know what.... I really love her.
...... I love her with my heart .....
Thing is with this... I feel like an arrow is shot through me. Making it crash and burn to where there is no end to misery. The red on the ground, burning with passion and death. Surfaces around me.
..... Till the very last drop.
..... Till the very last drop.
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